My fiancé and I broke up last winter and relocated to the west coast because of his job. His mom and I stayed connected here and there. About 4 months after the breakup I finally agreed to an amicable even though he wanted us to establish a long distance relationship. Every single time I think of him, he would either call or text me. For example I would either replay good or bad moments of our relationship in my head, or just wonder how well he is adjusting to his new state, and like clockwork I would hear from him!
This occurs at the most unpredictable moments, two in particular that was frightening. As a nurse working the night shift, I thought about him around 3am after I finished charting and BOOM my cell phone vibrated with a text message saying that he is coming to town on a job training.
I was locked out of my apartment one morning around 8am and had to wait in my car until the management office opens up to let me in. I stayed in my car coming from work. I was bored to death and after having a review of my life, I included thoughts of him. Again instantly I got a text message from him saying “hello” which scared me half to death. I was on a 15 hour road trip and our favorite song came out which I sang very loudly and when I stopped for gas and check my phone, I had a miss call from him.
Just now I woke up an hour early as I’m about to go to work. I laid in bed and thought of what life would have been like if we were married. I decided to get up and check my phone that was on silent and I received a video message with two golden hearts with a long song playing in the background. The attached note said “when all else fail, you can count on me”
This is driving me crazy…what does this all mean?